Thursday, March 1, 2012

Rambling again

Rambling again

by Randy Olynick on Tuesday, September 20, 2011 at 11:51pm ·
Goddess worship has brought so much......more...into my life than just having a mentality that there is only one god and that he is male,and there are all these rules and crap that limits us and our potential of being true spiritual beings.Is it really that hard to understand that there is balance to EVERYTHING?I mean really?Hot,cold,light,dark,up,downright,left,black,white..........MALE-FEMALE.....ok,this is just MY opinion so dont any of you self ritchious people start getting offended and all,if you dont like it so far.......DONT FUCKIN READ IT.I myself think it is rude to say that there is only one male god that rules all,who made this shit up?Not a woman obviously,and yes this is comming from a man(go figure)No i wont say the old debate lines like (who gave birth to god)and all that,i mean i really just want to understand why someone would give all the power and responsibilty of creation to just one man.Ok (he)so to speak created all of this along with procreation right?Do you think He never tested his own creation?Would a God that could create all of this be a lonely God with no significant other?
I am not knocking the religion of the Christians or any others but im only trying to look at this in a mature,realistic way.....not a zealous,psychotic way.I am actually trying to work out my hate for lack of a better word for the christians and its not really even for the MOST part of the christians of today but of our past and the wrongs that were commited on us (other)people.Im working it out and trying to be a good pagan and having the mentality that all people have a right to their own religion,because i do honestly believe that they do.I guess i just hold a grudge and i know i need to let it go,but honestly my grudge gives me comfort right now.it helps me understand that the crimes of the past were wrong and horrible and im sure everyone goes thru this at some point and then gets over it but i myself have a strong tie to our Pagan ancestors and well i guess everyone takes on a certain view of something wether it be the Jewish Hollocaust,The IRA,war,or whatnot,my thing is the Burning Times and i am very passionate about it.Its like the people of color fighting for their equal rights,or women for theirs,my fight is albeit different but it is real and important to me.
In my perfect world or fantasty i see streets like in the old days of greece or something where the streets are lined with temples to all different types of gods and goddesses.I mean wouldnt it be so cool to be walking down this street with a friend talking and say ok,this is my stop,the temple of Aradia,ill meet you at the town square when im done with my devotions and your done at the temple of Isis and then we can go get a coffee together.ok i know its funny but hey....i daydream a lot lol.Anyway,i guess i started out talking about Goddess worship tho so i will try to get back on track here.It has opened up in me so much more and taught me so much more about myself and what im capable of doing and being.Im so much more better than i was,i look at the world differently and feel more at peace with myself and who i am.Im not afraid of showing compassion because it is not weakness but love for others that make this world a better place and the sooner everyone realizes this the better off we will be and our mother earth will be.I know a lot of people look at Pagans..I.E. (tree huggers,earth warriors and excentric wierdos)as being ....wel wierd ,and to be honest i used to be the same,i used to look at people like this as being wackos and like something was wrong with them.Im glad i do not anymore,i am one of those wackos.But honestly i am the same person i ever was.....just better.I still wear jeans and a t-shirt,smoke,and eat pizza and cuss up a storm and all of that.To look at me and talk to me you would not guess that i am one of these people who call themselves witches,or pagans,or wiccan,but i am.I am so much that i am a High Priest in my coven and my religion or path is the most singular important part of my life.It keeps me pure of heart,it keeps me sober,it makes me a better person to all even to myself.
I mean what is really so wierd about wanting to take care of this planet we live on?Do you clean and take care of your home?What is so bad about taking care of people who are sick and doing rituals to help people and spells that help people?Isnt it the same as wishing somebody well?The witches of old were prosicuted and put to death for healing people with medicines made from the earth.Most all of our medicines today are made from plants and minerals.Shouldnt that make somebody say hm i guess we were wrong,dont we owe somebody a very big apology?I personaly would like to see the Pope get on his big old gold encrusted chair in front of the world and say that the christians are sorry and that they were wrong.Will this ever happen?No,are you kidding me?They are good christians but not that good.lol.theres as good a chance of that happening as there is me sitting down to smoke a crack pipe with that guy Jesus they talk so much about.
Ok i do understand that some of our words or saying might sound a little darkside to some,i admit that i thought so at once to............untill i read and learnt about it,lol yes i actually picked up some books and read on the subject to be a more informed human being on the subject.Now if the rest of the world could do this we wouldnt have so many fuckin problems.I mean yes.........witchcraft and witches,and rituals and pentagrams and all that sounds so sinister,but most people dont realize that Witchs were the wise people and leaders of communities and the conscience and advisers of kings,and witchcraft only means that what a witch does,it is her or his craft,and rituals are no more sinister than going to church to honor your God and our Pentagram is just a symbol like your cross is,no it is not a satanic thing,witches do not believe in satan and or doing harm to anyone or anything,that is why there is no such thing as a satanic witch,witches do not recognise this thing.Satanists are just that...satanists,not witches.Now dont get this next part all wrong,i am not bashing you but the honest truth is the christians and hollywood are the ones who made us into this satanic devil worshipping lie,its not bashing its just the truth of our historic past.Ok people were simpler and stupid back then,i get it but these are modern times and people should be more smarter than that now,i would hope but honestly they are not.So my description of a "good Christian"and the ones who i call my friends and can accept are the ones who can understand this.And yes there are a few of them that i have met who can do this,and these are the christians that i can respect.Now there are some people(pagans)who get on me about christian bashing.I dont do it as a religious zealot or like im a hate monger or something,but yes i do talk my shit about them from time to time and i know its probably something i should not do being a high priest and all,but you need to understand that i am not trying to cause hate and discontent,i am only making some points clear and yes i do like the little bumper stickers and jokes because its funny to me and to all pagans,thats why we have them,its humorous,and im sorry if it gets under your skin but if it does ,like i said dont read it,i will not change anytime soon,i may change somewhere down the road but like i said im comfortable in my skin as a Wiccan High Priest and most people who really know me understand who i am and what is in my heart.I made no pretense of being something different than what i am so if you do not like it this is your problem not mine.When i am in circle as my role dictates i am a good teacher i think and my views on this does not spill over into my coven,because that is not the place for it and i know this and respect it.but in my personal life be it here on facebook,or talking with friends on my personal time i will speak my mind openly because i am open minded and openly Wiccan and i am outspoken and passionate about my beliefs and i do not say things just to spout hate,if i say something,its pretty much a historic fact,such as paganism has been here longer,or christians stole our holidays to bring more pagans into the churchs,or turned our gods into the christian devils....................things like that are not just bullshit,they are facts and any christian priest worth the collar he wears will admit to that and there are those who will.So please dont have any delusions on changing me or my views or where or who i talk to about this because you will only succeed in losing my friendship.I dont pretend to be the best Pagan/Wiccan man but i am a good one and those who know me know that im not going to get on a roof with an Ak-47 and start guning down christians,the most i will do is throw up a warding sign or maybe flip them off lol.You also need to understand that i have a wicked sense of humor and i can use it like a ninja uses numchucks.So from now on if you see me post something like a friggin jesus dude holding up the middle finger or a pagan saying making fun of the christians,take it in stride and try to laugh,life doesnt always have to be so serious that we cant laugh at ourselves and if your sense of humor is not developed enough to handle it then keep your comments to yourself and off my page becaue you will only succeed in gettin deleted,and then i will talk shit about you anyway lol.I mean really,i have some pretty hard core christian friends on here who laugh there ass off at some of the things i say and they know not to take it personal(here i would like to say thank you to Amber-you know who you are and i love you so very much because you are an exceptional human being.....muah).Its people like this and my very own High priestess that i have mad respect for.Its people that come on here and say .....oh could you please not say those things because it offends me?That really pisses me off and gets under my skin honestly and just makes me want to do it more and pointedly to offend them further.This is my page,my view and my life and it offends you then go away,dont read it or work it out yourself,or hate me and dislike me or whatever .....i dont care,block me or whatever your dislike for me is not going to change the way i talk,the way i believe or what i do and where i do it,you came into my life by chance and you can get out of my life even quicker and easier.
that being said i just want to say love and light ,brightest blessings,and may the goddess hold you ever safe in her loving embrace,and to all you christians.......um........peace......i love your misguided people too lol

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